وَلَقَدْ And certainly كُنتُمْ you used to تَمَنَّوْنَ wish ٱلْمَوْتَ (for) death مِن from قَبْلِ before أَن [that] تَلْقَوْهُ you met it فَقَدْ then indeed رَأَيْتُمُوهُ you have seen it وَأَنتُمْ while you (were) تَنظُرُونَ looking on ١٤٣
And you had certainly wished for death [i.e., martyrdom] before you encountered it, and you have [now] seen it [before you] while you were looking on.
— Come To Light